Have had the worst week, I told myself this year would be different, and I’ve already relapsed 3 times it’s such bullshit, unbelievably stressed, getting really anxious and kinda paranoid as well. I don’t want to sit in that exam hall like I did in summer, with all that shit that happened, thinking of it makes me feel so sick, makes my mouth go dry. Can’t sleep, obviously because its like fucking 3am.